Esther’s Fragments
Stories gathered in the light. A diary of memory, ritual, and becoming.
These are personal reflections shaped by the waking world—where silence holds meaning, and the self reveals itself in fragments.
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Unrushed, Uncertain, and Free
How to allow yourself the time to discover?
The Girl I Locked Away
"I feel such deep sadness for my younger self—surrounded by friends, yet so incredibly alone."
This is a reflection on the girl I once locked away, the memories I buried, and the quiet courage it takes to open the box again.
The Beast within
The gardens where the dead rest in hallowed grounds—where their monuments remind us of our mortality, and where new life slowly overgrows and crumbles the markers made of marble. As a young child, I always felt drawn to these places, and at the same time, I was terrified that at night these peaceful grounds of remembrance would turn into something sinister. I felt that the silence held something more than just peace—something otherworldly, though I could never quite name it.
I Wish
“I wish I could be like a bird in the sky…”When I first heard these words, they weren’t sung by Nina Simone, who performed "I Wish I Knew How It Would Feel to Be Free" so beautifully, with so many layers of emotion and meaning. The first time I heard this song, it was performed by the Belgian band The Radios
Easier said
When the sun hits my face in early spring or on a quiet winter’s day, I can’t help but pause and soak it in. Just a few seconds of feeling completely content and in touch with myself. In this blog, I reflect on rituals, fear, and reclaiming self-worth through stillness.
When the Hustle Breaks you: Part 2
Burnout didn’t hit me like an explosion—it crept in slowly, quietly. In this post, I share what burnout felt like from the inside: the overstimulation, guilt, isolation, and how I began to listen to myself again. It's a story of unraveling, and slowly, finding my way back.
When the Hustle Breaks You: Part 1
Part 1: I didn’t crash—I slowly unraveled. This is the story of how years of chasing dreams, wearing masks, and pushing through pain led me to burnout. And how, step by step, I’m learning to come home to myself again.
Exploring the Shadows
From childhood loss to my love for light and shadows, my artistic journey has been shaped by deep emotions and storytelling. Art is my way of expressing what words cannot—through photography, digital painting, and creativity. Join me as I explore the power of darkness, vulnerability, and self-discovery
Exploring Street Photography
Stepping into street photography challenged my comfort zone, but I found beauty in the unexpected—light, shadows, and untold stories. This journey isn't about rules; it's about creating art that resonates with me. Join me as I explore the streets with my camera, embracing imperfection and capturing fleeting moments that tell their own stories
Unrushed, Uncertain, and Free
It’s been two months since I left my job. I’ve been taking driving lessons and picking up my camera, wandering through the city with no plan—just searching. Finding compositions in reflections on the water, following the light, or maybe even chasing shadows.
Leap into the Unknown
After 12 years in the casual gaming industry, I made the scariest decision of my life—I walked away from stability to reclaim my creativity and purpose. Burnout forced me to pause, reflect, and rediscover what truly fulfills me: creating, exploring, and growing. Now, I’m embracing the unknown, prioritizing my art, and sharing my journey. I believe It’s never too late to start over.
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